After several weeks of eating the pills as the doctors prescribe, I started to notice severe side effects of the meds. my eyesight getting worst (despite I'm wearing a spec) and losing so much hair when combing, showering or even touching …

Hey, in case you forgot, I am 21 now. :) May the Fourth be with me. Happy birthday

I dont know why I feel really nervous as day passes closer to my birthday. I am 20 now, I will be 21. As day passes one another, it seems like I am expecting something... and something that so great to feel but it could or might, faded jus…

I used to be shy (probably still, I am). Couldn't talk to people. No surprises, but I had no friends---- at least not real ones. I was always alone. And there were times when I felt, well, worthless. I mean, when you look at me you wouldn'…

don't you at least feel guilty after doing so? I mean lying to someone so close with you and left them out like things never happened. shit happened. we noticed. you can't hide the truth for so long from people who care for you. they prete…

There was a time when I thought about dying, because the seagulls squawked at the end of the pier. Drifting aimlessly at sea ‘til they'd all flown away, having pecked at my life like scraps of bread. There was a time when I thought about d…

sometimes its so hard to pretend something that hurting deep inside and yet you just pretend shit didn't happened. you let off your frustrations online wishing at least your friend/s to notice but did not because some just too dumb to care…

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People want you to change to please theirs but would they be able to change for you to fit yours?

I know somehow everything looks good from the start which later would worn out like before. Same things goes to this kind of friendship I had. But I try to embrace it more as memories stays forever, people does not. I just hope you don't g…