Life Goes On

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23

Today I turned 23. Sucks.

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Side effects of my meds

After several weeks of eating the pills as the doctors prescribe, I started to notice severe side effects of the meds. my eyesight getting worst (despite I'm wearing a spec) and losing so much hair when combing, showering or even touching …

I miss you

21

Hey, in case you forgot, I am 21 now. :) May the Fourth be with me. Happy birthday

The day I was 20..

I dont know why I feel really nervous as day passes closer to my birthday. I am 20 now, I will be 21. As day passes one another, it seems like I am expecting something... and something that so great to feel but it could or might, faded jus…

Undesirable

I used to be shy (probably still, I am). Couldn't talk to people. No surprises, but I had no friends---- at least not real ones. I was always alone. And there were times when I felt, well, worthless. I mean, when you look at me you wouldn'…

A liar and the truth

don't you at least feel guilty after doing so? I mean lying to someone so close with you and left them out like things never happened. shit happened. we noticed. you can't hide the truth for so long from people who care for you. they prete…

There was a Time when I thought about Dying

There was a time when I thought about dying, because the seagulls squawked at the end of the pier. Drifting aimlessly at sea ‘til they'd all flown away, having pecked at my life like scraps of bread. There was a time when I thought about d…

"Oh."

sometimes its so hard to pretend something that hurting deep inside and yet you just pretend shit didn't happened. you let off your frustrations online wishing at least your friend/s to notice but did not because some just too dumb to care…

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Change.

People want you to change to please theirs but would they be able to change for you to fit yours?

It's just the start but later it'll be gone

I know somehow everything looks good from the start which later would worn out like before. Same things goes to this kind of friendship I had. But I try to embrace it more as memories stays forever, people does not. I just hope you don't g…

Last day of 2016

It took me hours wondering if things goes well like before, so gathering my courage to ask. At first it seems like the world gonna be parted again but as I calmed down and talk in 'bargain' things goes well despite the disappointment, I ha…

months of your absences 生きてるのがいやになった

Staring on 21st October, things changing for me. Its all because of ego and attitude. But today seemed changing again, or will it? things that I lost for months returning back although not as same as it used to but it's just feel like it w…

To myself

The easiest things to change always come from human. I hope dear myself, get encouragement, stimulation or affection and so on those kind of warm invisible waves from purity. People changed, its time for you to move on with your life.

birthday バースデー 😍

おは、ソルです It's party time! LOL My family actually waiting for the cake but らうやん sleeping!!!!!!! Too bad!!!! NO FUN! COULDN'T EVEN WAKE HIM UP!!! until everyone going home hahaha. Look at this Birthday shrine hahaha. Ah come on. a…

土曜日と日曜日の間に1日欲しいね wwww

I think we all need another day between Saturday and Sunday don't we? Well 今日は12月10日です Tonight we having a birthday party!!! YEAAAAH. これらは今朝の写真です look how happy he is! Just like last year this damn cutie love splashing …

Happy Birthday :)

My Birthday Letter